bang, wru?

hahaha...i miss my bang...i feel so crabby recently..or rather..feel like i've been like tt for..forever! rraahh... i miss having my bang to complain to! hmph..why mz guys go field camp?i hate msn web messenger! i'm having a cranky day... mmmmmm...feeel so whiney!!!

sometimes it feels so hard to do wad i like to do..i like physio..yes i do...but it's really not tt easy! rraahhhh... feel pretty down.. i wanna study wad i love..dont wanna be bound by tests n exams n pressure.. the sch syste gives no one anytime to take breathers..like u cant lenghten the amt of time u take to study..like if u feel like..u take bit longer to study some modules or sth like tt? rrahhh..the only way out is to like retain or sth..but i dont want!!! ahhhh.... pek chek pek chek..bang..these are times when i just wanna sit beside u n stone..can feel free n relaxed just sitting there with u..

hmm...wad's to become of my future?? wad's to become of our future?! sigh... i used to like planning of the future..till it got too daunting..