Tuesday, April 18, 2006

misery enjoys company

i'm sick..sore throat and fever..why am i sick so often these days..used to be a stronger girl! sigh...

i miss my bao bei..miss him like mad..miss him till my little heart feels like it's gonna break into a gazillion pieces..

i feel overwhelmed at work..feel lost...feel like i need to study but i dunno wad to study..the things they cover are so vague..i really cant rmb anything..

i feel miserable..sick and yet i go to work..stding in the freezing cold air-con..feeling my head throb everytime i cough..feeling my throat being so dry yet i cant have a drink..feeling hot all over yet i have to keep standing...i really miss my bao bei..i really just truly wanna talkto him..tell him how bad i feel..let him noe..make him understd..i need him to just sit and really listen..sit and baby me or pamper me or just reassure me..i feel a deep pain in my heart right now.. sighhhh

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