ooohwaaahooohwaaaah

was transferring photos frm the camera to the com...to make space for tons more pics...wahahha..

vonzie i'm gg taipei on 4th - 9th may!!! maybe can see u there!!! will be staying at a hostel again..taiwanmex..heard it's near the kmall, near the jappy shopping centre...which reminds me of the ji pa and the sushi...how much was it ah? i cant rmb wor..n i think this time round i might be gg a few other places...cos jo has got frens in taipei who might be bringing us round...wheee!

i'm still at it for fyp...rraaahhhzz....

1 more week...1 week later...i will be... FREE! i would nv have to come back to sch again..unless to get my cert i think..yes yes yes yes yes!

1 week, 1 more day...i will be on the plane...all my bags are packed and i'm ready to go..i'm leaving on a jet plane..don't noe when i'll be back again..leaving on a jet plane...

I ABSOLUTELY CAN'T WAIT!

The Chronicles of FYP

It's been close to a year since we've embarked on this long arduous journey. This unceasing mental torture, this "mind over body" mantra, this experience..much as i would like to say it was all a waste.. it wasn't..much as i would like to rage against the top management..well, actually i would like to rage against them even though this experience has been enriching..think there's still some teenage angst left in me..ha! anyway i tot it was quite a worthwhile experience.. full of arguements and battles with Mr B..filled with large periods of time where night and day has merged..(oh man.this certain word eludes me..can't get it out..having vocab constipation! crap)every step of the way, we wondered, 'why us?' why did B arrow us for publishing?why must he step on our tail? now standing at the near end of the chronicles of fyp (i really can write more but i shan't bore u with irrelevant details), i shall let out a LARGE whoop of joy,"WHOOOOOP!" hahah..is there even such a word to exclaim the immense joy and excitement knowing that we beat FYP..we rock! haha (on the side note: fyp not exactly completed yet..still got final reporting and the viva to do..but one can alwiz count their chickens before they hatch right...it will hatch right?! it will! tell me it will..say it will..say it! say it!)

strange

strange how easy it is to say beautiful things at beutiful times.. but once the beautiful times fade...the words crumble to ashes..you see everything in its clearest sense..you see all things...

strange how easy it is to believe in beautiful things at beautiful times only to feel like a fool when those moments fade..strange how u noe..promises can never be made/hold true..but strange how u still believe..

really wondering about life..wondering about the future again..cynic at the age of 22? doubting the world, doubting every good thing tt might/may happen at this age? is there anyone/anything to blame? or are we all just jaded by experiences..have alwiz wanted my life to be full of experiences.. to be able to live..to be able to feel ALIVE...to be able to have a taste of the world..to be able to experience all there is..but the cynicism kicks in.. without resources (money etc), with restraints (job, family..etc), how can we do tt? is it worth all the trouble? so wad if i've experienced it all? *sigh*

feeling kinda down..oh wellz..

oh, how he sucks

*deep breathe gracie gal*

wad the chao....nnnggghhh...
we change,
we changed,
we can change the world!
but the change is nv enuf for you...
oh how u suck...

*frens are food, not fish* hahaha...i came up with tt when i met dj just now in sch..heeeee...so nice to cya again dj..hahha..miss ya girl..

on a rampage

eyes so small i can hardly open..head so big but info cant get in.. feel so cranky n crabby n hostile..highly strung..m gonna scream if u touch me..need office wear for fyp presentation this sat..need office wear for interview... m really pissed... need to register for anger mgmt classes liao..hear me roar!

to taiwan i go!!!

hahahha...it's soooo qiao...i'm heading to taiwan! from the 4th to the 9th of may...immed straight after my exams....! mt exams end on the 3rd! yay! so happy...gg with yuan and jo..n we're prolly gg to stay in a hostel again...14sgd per night..if all goes well...and hopefully will still have money left over for redang...perhaps can persuade them to go somewhere cheaper..hahah..but redang is fantastic..seriously..it's super nice..but taiwan...was fun fun fun!

really loved the experiences..haha.especially...the train ride..the first train we took..tt we couldnt close the door and tot we had to std in the little corner...hahah.. it was quite sad but exciting la.. and i'll get to see so many doraemon stuff there! yipeee!!!

plus the gd gd gd gd gd fooooooooooood! the mee sua...the ji pa...the white bittergourd juice..the lu3 rou4 fan4...the mua chee..haha..the CUP NOODLES! hahahah...yum yum yummy!

not to mention...shoes galore...! shoes....shoes...shoes...*drool* i like..hahha...i'm so happy...super excited..but but but...feel quite bad..like pang seh my mama...cos she say she wanna go when my dad is away..but i tell her no money n dun wan go n stuff den in the end..."go with boyfren right?" *sigh* my papa gg away for some sch trip ard tt period..which means i left my mama alone! *yikes* but still...wanna travel everywhre...but i badly need a job first...sheesh..

oh....another exciting thing to announce! i've got an unconditional offer for university of south aussie! yay! but i'm sorta still waiting for curtin or sydney uni..as of now..no one i noe is gg there..i'm scared...go all alone..all the way..the adelaide...? http://www.unisa.edu.au/about/campuses/default.asp... if i go..i'll be in the city east campus i think...adelaide is suppposedly cheaper than perth and definitely cheaper than sydney...it's supposed to be a quiet little place..but hmmmmm...me..alone? the big sticky clingy little whiner...ALONE?! but i'm really quite elated to get the UNCONDITIONAL offer..cos my frens which applied earlier so far..only has gotten conditional offers.. so me being the slowpoke latest...managed to sneak a place in! =) thank God man..so i suppose i shldnt worry abt my future liao..not gonna hesitate abt gg SIM..was seriously considering it becos it's cheaper..more practical and nearer home..oh well..now to send out resumes! wait for the slowpoke me!!!