Hidden meanings in my name!

What Grace Koh Hui Yen Means

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life. You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip. People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

one more week

this past wk has been hetic...rushing everywhere to meet everyone...squashing 2 meet ups in a day... 

feeling the stress of leaving in a week's time..unable to plan anything..feel really stuck...wondering how it'd be if it was my last wk on earth..who would i say bye to...who would i meet..what would i wanna do?

am telling myself..i hv to do well in aus..have to work hard...have to be more outspoken..dun squeak..speak up girl...talk louder! hahah...

packing is.....daunting...and thus i havent begun...haha..also due to the fact tt i dunno wad to bring n how much to bring...but i need to change money asap! any recommendations?

no time no time...hyperventilate!!!!!

in the mood for raving abt stuff

lalallalalalala...am in the mood for many things..like rambling on and on abt how much I LIKE "it started with a kiss"...oh man...i think the storyline quite cute..typical taiwanese drama..but the cast v fitting leh..i think the main guy..joe cheng..seriously fits the role..and ariel lin also can act the impulsive bimbo pretty well too..hahah..and the supporting cast..i like the mama!!! v funny...she seriously crack me up..had such fun watching the show..made vonzie watch it with me the other day she popped by to deco gingerbread cookies and den we went to sam's hse to nua..and i made sam watch it too!! hahaha..and i soooo didnt want it to end..hahah..but not to worry...the sequel is out!!!! yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesssssssssssss!!! but it's only just begun showing in taiwan so ppl are uploading in wk by wk...it's only till episode 3 now...roars!!!!! cant get enuf...roars!!!

the whole relationship btw zhi shu (the guy) and xiang qin (the girl) is like sooooo sweet at times..so frustrating at times too..but watching it by streaming means we can alwiz bimbotically skip unhappy bits..hahaha!!!!!

i realised i get drawn into taiwan dramas v easily..can watch till cry...like uh-huh la...but but but it's really v sweet and funny..and i like like like...am gg to get the first season from tingjun and b4 i leave get the remaining episodes of 2nd season from her too..*sigh*

i like jiang zhi shu...he has this irritating but v him smirk...and ariel lin is not exactly pretty but she can be quite embarrassingly adorable..hahahi like them being a cutesy couple...cant believe i can rave abt it for so long..haha..oh well..it just my current fave show..

Have u ever heard? Have u seen?

Ye zi by ah sang..erjie sent the song to me a loooong time ago i think..tt day i went to sing ktv with dj and i happened to pick this song...and....WHY DIDNT ANYONE WARN ME THE MTV IS SO SAD! roars...me n dj were like...ahhhhhh! the impact of the song's not there till u watch the mtv man...sad to the max..

oh oh oh..on a lighter, cheerier note...have u watched enchanted?! if u love disney cartoons esp the princess ones...u have absolutely gotta watch it! it's sobimbotically fluffy and nice and sweet..hahhah...i've been dreaming of a true love's kiss! lalalalla!!!

oh-so-bored

realised i've totally neglected my bloggy.. hehe..anyway..5 more wks to the end of my contract.. i can hardly wait..really wonder like how come i'm so eager to end work? it's only like the beginning of my career so to speak la..

anyway..today's the 1st dec...sadz..my absolutely fav bday mth is over.. but dec means hols and prezzies galore..hahah.spread the love!

well..i had a peaceful bday this yr..spent it at work..yikes...but the following day i spent it with dajie...whose cousin is actually my colleague!!!! *thunder lightning in the backgrd* hahah...almost couldnt spend tt half day with dj but den almost couldnt go due to some unforseen hiccups at work...thank God for nice seniors..i think the fact tt i told them i'm meeting my long lost fren helped..heee...well me n dj went to sing k tog..hhahaha..2 of us for 3 hrs...shiok man...seriously cant rmb wad we ate for dinner le but i superly duperly loved the singing session.. so one more person noes tt i really cant sing w/o singing along with the actual singer..hahah..spoiler but my voice simply squeaks by itself..and den..dj bot me an organizer for bday! yay! superly love it..the thot of having to keep it till 1st jan to write in it was like killing me till i flipped the pages and..tada! saw tt the dairy acftually starts from october 2007 till dec 2008! wahahhhaha..so have been writing in it le!

and by some freak chance i met gerald on the train...this guy msged me a bday greeting just the day b4 and den i met him on the train on my way to swim... *smacks head* havent seen him in like...almost exactly one yr!

rraahhh...i'm so random tt i forgot what i've wrote and wad i havent... anyway on my bday itself..i had swimming lessons ma..usu after swimming i wont be having dinner till real late..but at least this time round, yuan bought me to eat crab bee hoon at amk! muahahaha...so happily loved tt day...=)

Lippy

gaaack..wanted to buy this from online..lemonade flavour love-a-lot bear lip balm..=( but too late! sold out..rraaahhh in any case, if u see it anywhere...lemme noe pls!

Muahahahahah

	Minimal: You would most likely not get caught, but if you did, it would be due to technological developments arising after the case had gone cold.
from QuizGalaxy.com

Define Me

Grace Koh -- [noun]: A person who is constantly high 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Have You Seen This Doraemon?

I simply love this doraemon!! it belongs to one of my seniors at work..sighh...wish i could kope it..wahahahahha...

packing list for perth

so excited about thinkin of gg to perth..have a million and one things to do beforehand.. i think this yr's birthday wish list will consist of WEBCAM, international calling cards AND aussie dollars..haha..

hmm..the bimbo in me is asking..if i were to go australia...what clothes would i bring? what shoes to bring? what bags to bring? accessories?? tt'd be a WHOLE lotta things..drats..plus i gotta bring my refrence bks and stationary and i dunno-what-else..

sighhhhh..i cant even get started to pack my own room..bah!

My Birthdate

Your Birthdate: November 19

You are resilient, and no doubt your resilience has already been tested. You've had some difficult experiences in your life, but you are wise from them. Having had to grow up quickly, you tend to discount the advice of others. You tend to be a loner, having learned that the only person you can depend on is yourself. Your strength: Well developed stability and confidence Your weakness: Suspicion of others Your power color: Eggplant Your power symbol: Spade Your power month: October

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

So not true leh..i'm not suspiscious of others..i'm not a loner..i didnt have such a tough life and certainly didnt grow up v fast..*whines and pouts*

in all my randomness

me trying to blog down all my worries and frustrations..haha..sitting here with an itchy nose, sore throat and contemplating abt getting an mc frm work tml.. feel tt my nose is gonna drop off or sth..the way it itches..roars..

anyway as the prospect of flyng off to the land of Oz draws near, i'm soo getting cold feet. like..what will i eat? what will i wear? (for awhile it reminds me of..if He clothed the lilies of the valley, if He fed the birds up in the sky..how much more He'd give to me..how much more His love for me..Love my dear Jesus so much..) me...someone who cant cook anything tt requires oil..ha! someone who can't differentiate cotton and rayon and what shrinks and what not..eeeeeeeeekz! freaking out...

really wondering what will happen when i leave..i betcha i'll be bawling my eyes out at the airport..and den again on the plane..and den again in Australia..SIGH..shall not think so much..

well, as for work wise..2months down..5more to go! whoopee! it's really huh for me to be thinking tt way..cos..i'm gg to study to add value to my work and i cant wait till i finish my contract? haha..weird man..i gotta endure bit more! once i gain sufficient exp and sufficient moolah.i'm so gg to open my own place..really wanna work with kids..want it to be a happy place! hope tt i won't forget why i wanna set it up in the first place and tumble down the path of greediness and money making schemes..haha...dunno la..prolly spouting rubbish..maybe i shld do part time at gymboree or tumble tots first..den can see if i like working with kids..or if my idea to fuse both needy kids and so called normal kids together in the same environment is feasible not..much as kids are innocent and cutesy and all, they're still not tt immune to prejudices and kids can be so honestly mean..plus there's their parents to contend with..bahh..

i aint feeling so good as to head to work..itchy nose itchy throat itchy ears.. nv noe when u're gg to sneeze and cough..i think sometimes when working..it's not abt how well u can tahan it..sometimes it's abt image too..as a healthcare provider..i wouldnt trust u if u came in sneezing and looking worse off than me..for ex, if u're gp having flu..will u there to see him?haha..i'd be quite turn off even tho i noe tt gps are also human and they do fall ill..second thing is tt..with low immunity, working in a hospital is risky..u'll nv noe what germs may be lurking..hee..maybe those are just excuses..maybe i'm actually fit for duty..pout..dunch like ma..

updates on life

haha...has been super busy plus lazy these days.. super tired after work.. me working in the out-pt gym actually so not so energy draining like my friends who have to carry old ah mas and ah peks...so work is like mon-fri..830 to 530..outpt doesnt drag so much unlike inpt but still v tiring to see pts non-stop..haha..we're all living for the wkends..

anyway, cgh's been pretty fun..the ppl are really quite nice and friendly..but den they try to make us bond by throwing us to play games like floorball and captain's ball..hahah.. so my team actually did win the floorball game...don't ever look down on the customer service staff...they're really aggressive and wad not..kinda scary..haha..cannot imagine how will our captain's ball match against them be..yikes..

omg..jia u jin shun is making me cry..so sad..hahah...

anyway in all the randomness, i feel so relieved to have gotten my first pay! hahah..but i'm slightly puzzled as to like how do i return money to my papa's cpf..do i have to externally write a cheque or sth or is it auto deducting frm my pay? oh wellz..

i'm so counting down till the days i end my contract..and then i'm wondering wad next..hopefully i'll be gg off to curtin.. once u start work u can really understd why some ppl don't mind staying home...hahha..me really wanna be a chao bimbo suddenly..no responsibilities...no protocols!! hahaha...work was really ugh in the 1st wk especially..like the first few pts..u feel so off seeing them...den so slow..cannot reach quota..cannot get right diagnosis..i'm still in the student mindset..wanna ask my seniors like how and wad to do for this n that.. slowly weaning off it..den u feel v shiok to have the "power" to decide..but WITH GREAT POWER COMES GREAT RESPONSIBILITY! sigh..mz make sure u're safe n treat pts well.. sigh..



one of my fav pics frm taiwan taiwan '07



super like it tt we're posing so nicely for the camera



he's trying to kill me! pooooiiissssooon!

ooohwaaahooohwaaaah

was transferring photos frm the camera to the com...to make space for tons more pics...wahahha..

vonzie i'm gg taipei on 4th - 9th may!!! maybe can see u there!!! will be staying at a hostel again..taiwanmex..heard it's near the kmall, near the jappy shopping centre...which reminds me of the ji pa and the sushi...how much was it ah? i cant rmb wor..n i think this time round i might be gg a few other places...cos jo has got frens in taipei who might be bringing us round...wheee!

i'm still at it for fyp...rraaahhhzz....

1 more week...1 week later...i will be... FREE! i would nv have to come back to sch again..unless to get my cert i think..yes yes yes yes yes!

1 week, 1 more day...i will be on the plane...all my bags are packed and i'm ready to go..i'm leaving on a jet plane..don't noe when i'll be back again..leaving on a jet plane...

I ABSOLUTELY CAN'T WAIT!

The Chronicles of FYP

It's been close to a year since we've embarked on this long arduous journey. This unceasing mental torture, this "mind over body" mantra, this experience..much as i would like to say it was all a waste.. it wasn't..much as i would like to rage against the top management..well, actually i would like to rage against them even though this experience has been enriching..think there's still some teenage angst left in me..ha! anyway i tot it was quite a worthwhile experience.. full of arguements and battles with Mr B..filled with large periods of time where night and day has merged..(oh man.this certain word eludes me..can't get it out..having vocab constipation! crap)every step of the way, we wondered, 'why us?' why did B arrow us for publishing?why must he step on our tail? now standing at the near end of the chronicles of fyp (i really can write more but i shan't bore u with irrelevant details), i shall let out a LARGE whoop of joy,"WHOOOOOP!" hahah..is there even such a word to exclaim the immense joy and excitement knowing that we beat FYP..we rock! haha (on the side note: fyp not exactly completed yet..still got final reporting and the viva to do..but one can alwiz count their chickens before they hatch right...it will hatch right?! it will! tell me it will..say it will..say it! say it!)

strange

strange how easy it is to say beautiful things at beutiful times.. but once the beautiful times fade...the words crumble to ashes..you see everything in its clearest sense..you see all things...

strange how easy it is to believe in beautiful things at beautiful times only to feel like a fool when those moments fade..strange how u noe..promises can never be made/hold true..but strange how u still believe..

really wondering about life..wondering about the future again..cynic at the age of 22? doubting the world, doubting every good thing tt might/may happen at this age? is there anyone/anything to blame? or are we all just jaded by experiences..have alwiz wanted my life to be full of experiences.. to be able to live..to be able to feel ALIVE...to be able to have a taste of the world..to be able to experience all there is..but the cynicism kicks in.. without resources (money etc), with restraints (job, family..etc), how can we do tt? is it worth all the trouble? so wad if i've experienced it all? *sigh*

feeling kinda down..oh wellz..

oh, how he sucks

*deep breathe gracie gal*

wad the chao....nnnggghhh...
we change,
we changed,
we can change the world!
but the change is nv enuf for you...
oh how u suck...

*frens are food, not fish* hahaha...i came up with tt when i met dj just now in sch..heeeee...so nice to cya again dj..hahha..miss ya girl..

flip side of the coin

well, one thing i feel proud of..or rather..the most creative thing tt flowed out of my drained brain has gotta be this...for women's health...cheers

O.o

aiyah...i feel kinda dumb now...i didnt noe ppl actually posted comments on the blog...den when i finally saw the 21 comments to be moderated...den i realised i have comments..sigh...den i happily just publish them first cos i tot publish le can just read frm the same place..but NOOOOO...i have to manually seive thru my blog now to find comments...rraahhh...

anyway i feel lazy...roar...am really putting on weight...gonna go tanning with von n lin de..but from the looks of it..i think i need to swim liao..and swim like crazy...put on my bikini and somehow...i DONT feel sexy...hahaha..feels more like clumsy/just plain fat..omg...need to start moving my butt..i dont wanna be a couch potato!!!!

hahha...one big reason why i'm the couch potato is...i've found the joy of watching tv serials on the internet! oh man...was watching the ella show...(love it!!! waiting for like episode 14 to come out..=( anyway i think the ch u cut off some parts..so i'm sooooo glad i watched it off the net..heh..) and now watching tokyo juliet..which is by comparison slow like a snail la..slow moving..tons of conflicts btw the lovers..but the best part..i can fwd it when i get bored! hahahah...i think i'm crazy liao..

it's CNY...wanna go bai nian somemore but den got proj meeting after meeting after meetin! wed got meeting..saturday meet again..prolly nx wk will meet again n again..rraahh...meeting nvm but the lateness bit....can girls stop being so crazily late?!?!?! was just telling erjie the other day tt no matter how i try to be late i end up either on time or only slightly late...and even when i'm slightly late..like by 20mins..i'm still the EARLIEST...and the scary part is...my frens are still nt here 30mins past the stipulated time..not even 1hr after do i see them..they happily pop by 2HOURS later...=.= how now to be pissed off? wah...i woke up early...i made the effort to come on time..and den..whole world late.. v angry la..haha.niamed them like crazy..think nx time i can happily arrive super late le.dont care..even when they say properly le dun be late..den end up still late one..cant std la. oohh..now my turn to be late le...! hahaha..tata

p/s i love all the old comments..hahah..*hugs erjie n dajie*