after a psychotic entry, i'd like to blog on happier things..heh..
today as i was standing outside the suntec toilet just outside my church..den i was looking at this digital photo studio..and admiring the posters there.. and den i was thinking.. i want tt for my bday prezzie! haha..wanna capture my youth in a cool manner..if i cant be a real model, can i at least be one for a day?but den again..it could be ex..and den again..i think i'd be v paisay if i have to do it alone..heh..but den again..who will have enuf bling to take it with me?
i really would like to say i want surprises for my bday..hahah..cos i simply love em..but den..i'd wanna ask for things as well..so mao dun right..girls..*shakes head*and once again..i wanna save up my wishes for things i truly want/need but yet...i wanna go on a whimsical wishing spree..haha..i think i'm crazy..but oh well..one can alwiz dream big right? =)
Sunday, July 30, 2006
i did my workout le..can i please have my dinner now?
weight issues weight issues..sighh..seems tt living in these times, u hardly get to go anywhere without skinny models mocking u from the posters where they stand oh-so-pretty, or whereby stick-thin girls walk by in their skimpy little outfits and just flounce ard with those gorgeous skinny pins they call legs.. ugghhh!!! the world is obsessed!!! well, so m i! eeek!!!
rraahhh...i really wonder how the celebs do it..to get the drive to work out like a freak everyday, not eat a lot of food n still feel happy abt it.. as for me..lack of food turns me cranky..and if i have as much bling bling as those celebs..u'll see me breezing into funky restaurants everyday..eating my heart out..and i'll prob earn myself a nick as THE ALWIZ-HUNGRY WHALE or sth..heh..
well, much as i try to feel happy abt myself, my bod n all..i cannnnnnntttt.....rraahhh..now it's bad enuf tt his mom thinks i'm meaty..hahah..i think i'm meaty..bad enuf tt not being able to fit into jeans squishes my self-esteem to an all time low..bad enuf tt my frens are taller than me..and thinner than me..don't tell me skinny is ugly..cos they arent skinny to tt extent..dont tell me healthy/ toned/ muscular body is better than slim n unfit..cos i frankly think otherwise.. would u wanna exchange my bod for urs? se...eeeee.......! *rolls eyes for emphasis*
recently, i've been trying to diet/workout.. haha.. it started cos of the upcoming NAPFA test!!! although i think i'd tad bit late for trg for tt..and also one of my modules in school requires us to prescribe an ex regime for ourselves and carry it thru for 7 wks or so..well, i'm obsesssed.. with losing weight..used to be hoping for 45kg..which i think is ok for MY height! but now.. i'm just wanna get back to my original wt first..and den..aim for the 45! if possible..i wanna be think enuf for ppl to hurl me into the air for a cheerleading stunt..and i mean..hurl me up EFFORTLESSLY! hahah.. well, if u're reading this and m afriad i'd throw up n all in the toilets....puh-lease la..i'm not tt obsessed yet..and i dont exactly like the idea of wasting money plus i absolutely hate barfing..burns the throat..
i cant wait for the day my stumps can fit into stick thin jeans!
rraahhh...i really wonder how the celebs do it..to get the drive to work out like a freak everyday, not eat a lot of food n still feel happy abt it.. as for me..lack of food turns me cranky..and if i have as much bling bling as those celebs..u'll see me breezing into funky restaurants everyday..eating my heart out..and i'll prob earn myself a nick as THE ALWIZ-HUNGRY WHALE or sth..heh..
well, much as i try to feel happy abt myself, my bod n all..i cannnnnnntttt.....rraahhh..now it's bad enuf tt his mom thinks i'm meaty..hahah..i think i'm meaty..bad enuf tt not being able to fit into jeans squishes my self-esteem to an all time low..bad enuf tt my frens are taller than me..and thinner than me..don't tell me skinny is ugly..cos they arent skinny to tt extent..dont tell me healthy/ toned/ muscular body is better than slim n unfit..cos i frankly think otherwise.. would u wanna exchange my bod for urs? se...eeeee.......! *rolls eyes for emphasis*
recently, i've been trying to diet/workout.. haha.. it started cos of the upcoming NAPFA test!!! although i think i'd tad bit late for trg for tt..and also one of my modules in school requires us to prescribe an ex regime for ourselves and carry it thru for 7 wks or so..well, i'm obsesssed.. with losing weight..used to be hoping for 45kg..which i think is ok for MY height! but now.. i'm just wanna get back to my original wt first..and den..aim for the 45! if possible..i wanna be think enuf for ppl to hurl me into the air for a cheerleading stunt..and i mean..hurl me up EFFORTLESSLY! hahah.. well, if u're reading this and m afriad i'd throw up n all in the toilets....puh-lease la..i'm not tt obsessed yet..and i dont exactly like the idea of wasting money plus i absolutely hate barfing..burns the throat..
i cant wait for the day my stumps can fit into stick thin jeans!
Sunday, July 23, 2006
continuation of taipei taipei at last! ha!
anyway after jiu fen, we went back to the hostel to unload our buys..heh..we only wanted to hang ard jiu fen for awhile in the morn but ended up hanging ard much long lo.oops.heh..our plan was to head to shilin night market after the jiu fen shopping but being the night market tt it was, it's sooo not opened in the afternoon.hahah..quite sad ah..lalala...not to worry, we had the undergrd malls to attack!!!! =)))))))) it's like at the mrt station they have a shopping centre lo.tt simple.bit like city link. and the shoes there are pretty cheap la..and they have tons of shoe shops..tons tons tons! we'll really step in..try to hearts content n slowly start to accumulate shoes.hahaha.. the grand total at the end of our trip... 7 pairs of shoes for von..at least 5 pairs for the rest of us..haha..but as of today, i've only wore 4 outta 5 pairs. but not bad le la.had to let my feet rest after blisters..heh..but the ppl in taipei, they happily gave out half insoles when u buy shoes so it's quite cool la.esp if ur feet is my size and can hardly get sizes. so i will get the smallest size n stuff n insole inside lo. =)
after sme bimbotic ramblings, it's time to move on to shilin. ha.. sadly we were so busy shopping we didnt take tt many photos la. i've got one pic of their gigantic fruits! i think the rest of the pics still with yvonne lim jia rui!!!!! who blames late photo sending on samzie who alwiz forgets to bring the camera cable for her. *shakes head* anyway shilin is kinda 'divided' into 2 places. like the food centre n the shopping paradise. so we went ahead for food as we were obviously still early. ohhh..n they stupid thing was..we were taking the mrt..heard this bunch of girls talking abt wanting to go shilin den they stopped at a place one stop before the Shilin MRT station..den we were happily laughing at tt..when we realised we're the ones in the wrong... tt was how stupid can.. -_-''' albeit the little delay, we sorta knew where to eat at n stuff. but but but being the shopping freaks tt we were, we didint eat tt many things in shilin. tried the papaya milk though.. totally hated it cos it was too milky. den koped dunno who's white bittergourd juice instead. tt was pretty tasteless but the after taste was like..wah-lau-bitter! haha
.. the white bittergourd is the white corn looking thingie in this pic..n their fruits are generally huger than ours so in the pic..they look alright..tt's cos they're all big..so none of them stands out.. 
the pic on the right is the famed smelly tofu..omg..it's really smelly..smells like garbage water..taste bit sourish..like really fermented..but we think it's cos of our mindset..but nth could change our minds after nibbling at it.heh..beside tt is the orh lua mee sua..some oyster mee sua..which is yummy n nice though bit small bowl leh.. pout..n in shilin..u'll realise tt u can wrap anything thing up in a bigger version of the original one. eg... da big bao xiao bing..( big biscuit wrap small biscuit) and da chang bao xiao chang ( small sausge in big sausage) ..i so wanted to eat the big sausage one..but it's really v big n oily n no one shares my love for sausages tt much..so i settled for a small one..pout..below is the sausage pic. heh..
tt's the sausages!!! heh..and below is the shell food pic i wanted to show u guys.. i'm craving for food.. so hungry so hungy so hungry!
we gobbled our food n were soon on our way to shopping paradise!!! yay! we stepped into the place n immed zoomed in on this accessory stall. heh..n fell in love with the earrings n necklaces n stuff. they werent tt cheap actually..NT200 or so. hmm..but we still bot it..we are on a shopping trip after all. in shilin u can really see lotsa shoe shops n cap shops lo. like really everywhere. so tempted to buy a cap but it's kinda wasteful cos i wont wear the cap in s'pore la.haha..not poser enuf. heh..but i think i bought my shades there. haha..n since i came back i havent wore it yet..heh..no chance to la.it's singapore leh..n if i go out ..my frens also dont wear shades wad..oh well..ha.. n i bought my dress thingie at shilin! it was quite surprising..cos at first i think the price was like NT 500plus i think. den at first i wanna sha jia till NT500. den the women noe we're frm s'pore den she says she has a fren there n so on n so forth n she say will give discount. i was praying for NT500 n she gave it to me at NT400 only lo..hahah..buy ah!!! hahah...was so happy with tt. but other than tt things at shilin was pretty pricy..and after tt shop we sorta made our way back le..had to catch the last mrt back..i think we ran for the train lo. -_-''' with our bags of shopping. heh.. but i love my dress thingie..! =)
after sme bimbotic ramblings, it's time to move on to shilin. ha.. sadly we were so busy shopping we didnt take tt many photos la. i've got one pic of their gigantic fruits! i think the rest of the pics still with yvonne lim jia rui!!!!! who blames late photo sending on samzie who alwiz forgets to bring the camera cable for her. *shakes head* anyway shilin is kinda 'divided' into 2 places. like the food centre n the shopping paradise. so we went ahead for food as we were obviously still early. ohhh..n they stupid thing was..we were taking the mrt..heard this bunch of girls talking abt wanting to go shilin den they stopped at a place one stop before the Shilin MRT station..den we were happily laughing at tt..when we realised we're the ones in the wrong... tt was how stupid can.. -_-''' albeit the little delay, we sorta knew where to eat at n stuff. but but but being the shopping freaks tt we were, we didint eat tt many things in shilin. tried the papaya milk though.. totally hated it cos it was too milky. den koped dunno who's white bittergourd juice instead. tt was pretty tasteless but the after taste was like..wah-lau-bitter! haha
.. the white bittergourd is the white corn looking thingie in this pic..n their fruits are generally huger than ours so in the pic..they look alright..tt's cos they're all big..so none of them stands out.. the pic on the right is the famed smelly tofu..omg..it's really smelly..smells like garbage water..taste bit sourish..like really fermented..but we think it's cos of our mindset..but nth could change our minds after nibbling at it.heh..beside tt is the orh lua mee sua..some oyster mee sua..which is yummy n nice though bit small bowl leh.. pout..n in shilin..u'll realise tt u can wrap anything thing up in a bigger version of the original one. eg... da big bao xiao bing..( big biscuit wrap small biscuit) and da chang bao xiao chang ( small sausge in big sausage) ..i so wanted to eat the big sausage one..but it's really v big n oily n no one shares my love for sausages tt much..so i settled for a small one..pout..below is the sausage pic. heh..
tt's the sausages!!! heh..and below is the shell food pic i wanted to show u guys.. i'm craving for food.. so hungry so hungy so hungry!we gobbled our food n were soon on our way to shopping paradise!!! yay! we stepped into the place n immed zoomed in on this accessory stall. heh..n fell in love with the earrings n necklaces n stuff. they werent tt cheap actually..NT200 or so. hmm..but we still bot it..we are on a shopping trip after all. in shilin u can really see lotsa shoe shops n cap shops lo. like really everywhere. so tempted to buy a cap but it's kinda wasteful cos i wont wear the cap in s'pore la.haha..not poser enuf. heh..but i think i bought my shades there. haha..n since i came back i havent wore it yet..heh..no chance to la.it's singapore leh..n if i go out ..my frens also dont wear shades wad..oh well..ha.. n i bought my dress thingie at shilin! it was quite surprising..cos at first i think the price was like NT 500plus i think. den at first i wanna sha jia till NT500. den the women noe we're frm s'pore den she says she has a fren there n so on n so forth n she say will give discount. i was praying for NT500 n she gave it to me at NT400 only lo..hahah..buy ah!!! hahah...was so happy with tt. but other than tt things at shilin was pretty pricy..and after tt shop we sorta made our way back le..had to catch the last mrt back..i think we ran for the train lo. -_-''' with our bags of shopping. heh.. but i love my dress thingie..! =)
Sunday, July 16, 2006
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