one more week

this past wk has been hetic...rushing everywhere to meet everyone...squashing 2 meet ups in a day... 

feeling the stress of leaving in a week's time..unable to plan anything..feel really stuck...wondering how it'd be if it was my last wk on earth..who would i say bye to...who would i meet..what would i wanna do?

am telling myself..i hv to do well in aus..have to work hard...have to be more outspoken..dun squeak..speak up girl...talk louder! hahah...

packing is.....daunting...and thus i havent begun...haha..also due to the fact tt i dunno wad to bring n how much to bring...but i need to change money asap! any recommendations?

no time no time...hyperventilate!!!!!

excited yet in denial

3 more wks till departure...pretty hyped out...everyone's been telling me...oh..so lucky..wish i could go...oh..so exciting.. but me, i feel excited no doubt...feel thankful nonetheless...but feel quite stressed too..so excited to be gg abroad..finally...my chance of being overseas for such a long period of time..finally can take nice pictures...hahahah...alwiz think tt once overseas..the backdrop for ur pics will alwiz be nice..wahhaha.... but but but...just feel pretty worried/ bu she de...

all this while..i've been the homebody...alwiz home while my bros zip all ard the world..and if i go overseas..the most also only for one wk...but now i'm gg to be living in someone else's hse..gg to be facing sch stresses all by myself...well..wan xuan, shiya, justin n minwei will be ard but they're not lin, von, sam or even ping, perk, mel, wan wan or even djd, dj, ej for tt matter...was not so close to wx also leh...got talk can click but just nv tt close..now have to xiang yi wei ming..but actually wx shld be fine...but i scared of shiya..hahah..lalalala...

i simply cant believe it's 3more wks...in denial abt it..trying to prolong each day..so have been sleeping at like 2+, 3+ in the morning even tho i make have like work or anything else the next day...cant get round to packing my things...more or less packed my room...just need to throw out more clothes..hahah...am seriously buying more clothes...prepping all my clothes for sch...getting tanks/ t-shirts...on a shopping spree!!!

jo asked me to list down the foods i wanna eat b4 i go...(ooh..sounds morbid there..) den i was wondering n wondering and the list gets longer n longer! wanna eat...

• katong laksa
• geylang beef horfun
• dim sum
• amk crab bee hoon
• holland v xo fish head bee hoon
• sashimi salad
• tissue prata/ murtabak/ milo dino

well if i ate them all..will get super round b4 gg...plus means i'll be super round for cny..yikes!!!

in the mood for raving abt stuff

lalallalalalala...am in the mood for many things..like rambling on and on abt how much I LIKE "it started with a kiss"...oh man...i think the storyline quite cute..typical taiwanese drama..but the cast v fitting leh..i think the main guy..joe cheng..seriously fits the role..and ariel lin also can act the impulsive bimbo pretty well too..hahah..and the supporting cast..i like the mama!!! v funny...she seriously crack me up..had such fun watching the show..made vonzie watch it with me the other day she popped by to deco gingerbread cookies and den we went to sam's hse to nua..and i made sam watch it too!! hahaha..and i soooo didnt want it to end..hahah..but not to worry...the sequel is out!!!! yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesssssssssssss!!! but it's only just begun showing in taiwan so ppl are uploading in wk by wk...it's only till episode 3 now...roars!!!!! cant get enuf...roars!!!

the whole relationship btw zhi shu (the guy) and xiang qin (the girl) is like sooooo sweet at times..so frustrating at times too..but watching it by streaming means we can alwiz bimbotically skip unhappy bits..hahaha!!!!!

i realised i get drawn into taiwan dramas v easily..can watch till cry...like uh-huh la...but but but it's really v sweet and funny..and i like like like...am gg to get the first season from tingjun and b4 i leave get the remaining episodes of 2nd season from her too..*sigh*

i like jiang zhi shu...he has this irritating but v him smirk...and ariel lin is not exactly pretty but she can be quite embarrassingly adorable..hahahi like them being a cutesy couple...cant believe i can rave abt it for so long..haha..oh well..it just my current fave show..

The blessed life 2

my last day at cgh...was over in a flash..super duper slack last day..slack till i feel paisay...hahah...plus got treated my 2 seniors for lunch..let me choose wad i wanna eat and asked me to order wadever i wanted...ah..so shiok to be rich..halfway thru'out one of the seniors suddenly was like..so grace..wad can cgh offer u/ do for u..so that u will wanna come back to us after ur studies...

i almost spat my food out..hahah..so out of the blue can..den he was like..oh..cos we like u a lot ma..hor..*nudge senior #2*..and den they both agreed that i was likeable..and that they would like me to go back to work after studies..hahaha...kinda excited...always thot that i was a tad slow in my work..but simply v touched to noe that i'm wanted..apparently they think that i'm "hardworking"...feel like a cow when they say it...dunno why..oh well...still had a pretty enjoyable lunch even though was kinda stressed at first..cos usu juniors stick to juniors for lunch ma..

at the end of work..I GOT DUNKED IN THE HYDRO POOL....i didnt expect to be dunked lo..frankly..cos the 2 that left b4 me didnt get dunked..den they said..oh..tt's cos the big big big boss not ard..this wk big big big boss on leave..*insert lots of evil laughter* me, being the obedient junior that doesnt wanna be dunked in office clothes, changed into some pals extra t-shirt n shorts..and after a session of presentation by another colleague for sth...i got thrown in...struggle as i may...how can i be of any match to like...crazy colleagues? hahah..quite funny..it's the cgh tradition to run out after being dunked to hug all those that u can catch to make em wet too..haha..but the terrible floor was too slippery la..couldnt catch anyone! so had to make alliances and get others to help me catch some! hahaha..

after changing n showering n all..10+ of us dashed down to airport swensons for my farewell dinner..haha...their treat!! yay...so it was one whole day of rushing here n there and being treated and given small gifts...happy happy happy...

oh and guess wad..i'm gg back to work tml..hahahhaha!!!! as a research assistant..so i can wear pretty clothes and high heels cos i'll get to do bimbotic stuff like collecting data and all and i can sit most of the time and will earn...10bucks and hr..wohohoho...alwiz looking fwd to extra income..heh..plus i'd get super flexi hrs..work as and when i want/can..just need to let my seniors noe..happy sial..

this is a blessed life man..everything paved out..working in my favour.. =)

here's wishing EVERYONE blessed 2008!!!!!

The blessed life

it's 2008!!!! year of plentiful bountiful blessings...!

my lappy...chose of all days..of all times.. to konk out on me on sat..sigh...but but but...all it took was one call..."pa, my lappy's konked out on me...dunno wad happened..tried everything..hp svc centre hotline closed on sat.." and viola..my daddy was like arranging everything... turns out..he told me he was planning to ask my kid bro to give me his old lappy cos my kid bro bought a macbook for himself alr. so this jiejie, user of old IT stuff passed down from bros, was supposed to use his old comp..but den..my papa thought abt it and decided..weak lil girl like me shldnt lug big heavy lappy ard and hence he bought me a MACBOOK! OMG LA!!!!!!!! i was ever ready to just get my lappy repaired and continue using if not just use one of my bros' lappys but my dad was like buy u new one lo. 13''. light and easy to carry.. since ur bros are now both pro-mac...get u mac also..den can "share" the software with them...oh man..super touched la!!!!! turns out my papa had it pretty much planned out even b4 my lappy KO..mac has alwiz been like...out of reach la..designer lappy la..plus i nv get new IT stuff..hahaha... it's like a hot little bugger of a lappy..



so happy..so blessed...so planned out...had been so worried abt expenses of flying to aus and all..but seriously..now feel that i can trust my papa...that papa who doesnt say anything or seem to be actively doing anything..hahah...he's got it all planned out..how to fight with a man of experience..here i was..being smart alecky and all when my papa is alr planning stuff..hahah!

guess wad...have actually been struggling to understd God in the Daddy way cos my real life papa is like...not so loving and stuff..i mean like typical sg dad..doesnt show anything de..den was actually wanting to experience all this stuff abt leaving things to ur daddy God to settle..it's kinda hard sometimes to translate bible stuff to real life..like sometimes u just cant feel it if u've nv been thru it..den suddenly became crystal clear..it's like us humans..trying so hard with our own efforts to do this do that..struggle with this and that when all we had to do was just ask..and we'd realise that it's all mapped out..Daddy God went ahead of us to pave the way..make it smooth and trouble free and we're trying and trying on our own..haha..it's so simple when u get it and so mysterious when u're clueless..

more than i could hope or dream of...u have poured ur favour on me..
so blessed, i can't contain it..so much i gotta give it away...your love has taught me to live now..you are MORE THAN ENOUGH for me...!