i miss my frens

i stupidly went to read colin's blog..in it were pics of my frens..ppl i havent seen in eons..toogees..

i felt so sad when i saw their pics.. ives, kelvin, aug and wad not..i'm so sorry for forcing u to not hang out with them..i'm so sorry.. i miss them so much..but they will nv noe..part of the group..i've alwiz wanted to be a part of some group..try so hard..but for wad..i'm just someone funny..or cute..or one tt makes the most terrible faces..but part of the group group?? i'm just a visitor..sitting in..observing..ha ha. i hate how things worked out..i like being just with u..but i still miss my frens. i'm so sorry..i'm sooooooooo sad.. =(